Exam is over!

Finally exam is over!! I can breathe again! Overall my results are good and I can go up to the stage to receive awards from the head department again! Hehe!

I should be lucky. Last minute could bring me good results but I WONT BE LAST MINUTE AGAIN!!! SERIOUSLY!!! I will start to study properly!!

I hate last minute! Although I felt very dizzy but I still needed to keep on reading, reading and reading.. Although I wanted to sleep but I couldn't sleep because of tension. I can't stand these anymore.. Very suffered T_T

Sad result and worthy experience

I studied at last minute again for finance last night. So, my result turned out to be bad.................... I could only score a B for finance. So sad but so true T_T By the way, I really learned an invaluable lesson from this incident. NEVER NEVER STUDY AT LAST MINUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This time I really awoke after this incident. This bad result really hit me so bad... Everything happens for a reason, the reason underneaths this incident is awaking me from addicting to last minute, real bad habit!!! WAKE UP XAVIER........ DON'T BE FOOLISH ANYMORE! GROW UP!

I WON'T GIVE UP! I will start to study properly from now on. AND SURELY I WILL GET RID OF LAST MINUTE !!! LET'S SEE!

Special Thanks to All !

Special thanks to all my positive friends who always encourage me with positive words and sentences before my exams such as " I am sure you will do fine " , " I think you will have well results " , " 我睇好你架 ( I expect you will succeed ) and so on. I really appreciate all! At the same time, I learnt that positive is so important! Positive will actually make you succeed!!! Don't let your negative and unhappy stuffs block your way!!!!!!!!!!

Business Law exam WOW !

Wow! About business law exam. I must be very lucky! My lecturer reminded me thousand of times never study last minute but i insisted on studying last minute ( DON'T LEARN FROM ME )! Last night i slept for 2 hours only, then woke up at 5am in the morning to continue reading law. After having breakfast and drinking plenty of water, I moved on to the exam hall.

Wow! I was on time ( just on time ) reaching the exam hall at 8:15am and the business law exam started at 8:15am also. Everyone was reading the questions and thinking about the answers but I just started filling the form. When I begun to look at the questions. Wow! I forgot the cases that I had read! I was like so tension but I told myself that I must be calm down and should not be tension. I just sat tight and thought quietly. Guess what? Luckily I suddenly figured out the answers and what the answers should be about.

One of the questions needed us to copy and paste the acts ( around 5 pages ). Wow I copied till so tired but I never gave up. Finally I succeeded in answering all the questions and left the exam hall happily.

Now my results are straight As' ! 2 more subjects to go! I MUST BE COMMITTED !!! Ganbatte kudasai!

Superb schedule

Today i just went through two memorizing or theory subjects at the same day. Thank God I did well for two of them. The night before the exams I was like crazy, sometimes depressed sometimes felt stressful sometimes felt like giving up. I wanted to sleep for at least 5 hours that night but my mind was stuck with so many theories inside and I felt tension at the same time. That's why i could hardly sleep. Finally i fell asleep at 4am and slept till 7am. Just three hours sleep time but luckily i felt energized then.

Just now i talked about this incident with my friend. Haha guess what? She felt the same way as I. She said she was like crazy and the same applied to me. Lastly I gave comment to my college that 2 subjects and tests should not fall on the same day. I hope they roger that.

Be Happy

Please remember the five simple rules to be happy…

1. Free your heart from hatred — 釋放心中的憎恨
2. Free your mind from worries — 不過份憂慮
3. Live simply — 活得簡單
4. Give more and Demand less — 付出多一些和少一點要求
5. Expect miracles in life — 對生命有盼望

No one can go back and make a brand new start
Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending..
或許無人能重新開始 但每人卻可以從今天重新建立一個新的結局

God didn’t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way.
上帝沒有應許生活沒痛楚，遺憾，或沒有下雨天; 祂卻應許生活中尋力量，淚中得安慰，前路有昐望。

Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you will enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don’t stay on the bumps too long. Move on!
失望有如不平坦的路，它會令你進度慢下來，但它能使你更享受往後平坦的路。 不要停留太久在不平坦的路，應盡快向前跑！

When you feel down because you didn’t get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God has thought of something better to give you..
當你為得不到的而感到沮喪時，請嘗試預備好自已心情，因為上帝可能已為你預備更好的‥

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means.
當某些事發生在你身上，無論好或不好，應思想它的意義。

There’s a purpose to life’s events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
生命中所發生的事，總有它的目的，可能是叫我們學習多些開心，或哭少些。

You can’t make someone love you.

All you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.
你不能令某人愛你。你祇能令自己可愛點；其餘的就是乎那人怎樣看你的價值。

It’s better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.
應選擇為你所愛的而放棄自尊，好過為自尊而失去你所愛的。

We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.
可能我們花了太多時間 去尋找那個合適的人或 對我們所愛的人過份挑剔，或許我們應該多些反思 怎樣改善自己付出的愛。

Never abandon an old friend. You will never find one who can take his place.
Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older.
不要輕易放棄舊朋友。因你不能找別人代替他。友情就像酒，越舊越好。

Last minute?

Yes my final tests will start on this Wednesday and I am sorry to say that I haven't start studying much for my final tests. I learnt that I should not look at the past and feel guilty and regret. I should look at the present! Seriously! I must start studying since today. I could not delay anymore! The past will just be a invaluable lesson for me and i must head forward!

I should not just be aware of my weaknesses and mistakes whereas I should correct them and try not to repeat the same mistakes! Xavier, I knew you could do that!

Bitterness eater wannabe

I should be a person who can " eat bitterness " which means I should be a person who can do hard work and tolerate hard work. Day by day I still insist on improving myself. I plan to work part-time on the upcoming semester. Therefore I should not be afraid to hard work! Just imagine my hardworking mother who can work for 14 hours everyday and my even " machinelike" friend who can work for 17 hours everyday! They can do such a hard work, why can't I? My mother advised me that I will be suffered from the beginning of hard work. But, day by day I will get used to it and finally I will be immune to it!

Meanwhile, I should not be a " 3 minute temperature " person which means I should not quit or give up something easily! I must be determined till the very end! Success doesn't come easily! Success should come by hard work, determination, tolerance and so on important factors! As what I always say, I MUST BE COMMITTED !!!

Having many friends or lone ranger?

Just now i ate at a restaurant where my friends are working over there. Guess what? My milo had extra milk inside and it was so yummy to drink while my mee had extra mee inside. Haha. From this incident, a conclusion that i made was how could we neglect the importance of friends and the advantages of having friends?

On the other hand, some of my friends prefer to be a lone ranger. Some say friends be with you when you are alright whereas friends will leave you when you have problems. Some say when their friends had problems, they would help them whereas when they had problems, their friends would leave them. Some say nowadays we cannot trust anyone. People are like this and they will change in a split second.

So what do you think? Would you prefer to have many friends or to be a lone ranger?

Sleep early plan activated

I must sleep early and wake up early because it is a good habit and a way to a healthy lifestyle! Now my sleep routine is around 1am - 7am if I have classes at 8am. I think I will improve to sleep earlier later.

Sleep early plan activated! I MUST BE COMMITTED !!!

Final tests

Time flies by! My final tests will start on next Wednesday! There are 2 tests at the same day which remind me that I could not study at last minute. This time I will study earlier! Start from today! My aim is straight As' !!! Ganbatte kudasai !

Bad habit. How?

After my mid-term examinations, I realized that studying at last minute was not good. I planned to change this bad habit and I wanted to review the notes everyday. But finally I didn't make it which means I still study at last minute. It's easy for me to be aware of my weaknesses and problems. But why is it so hard for me to overcome them? Maybe I need time to change? I MUST BE COMMITTED!

Immaturity

I just told my friend about my problems which are I'm late always ( late to classes or work and late to dating with friends ). Besides that, I sleep late always ( I sleep around 2am - 4am ) and get sleepy and tired at classes or at work. Other than that, I always study at last minute for my examinations in the college which means tomorrow I have exam then I only study today or one day before exam. I don't study everyday or regularly. Then, I'm not good in calculation subjects such as mathematics, accounting, finance and so on.

Guess what my friend replied? My friend replied " the problem you have mentioned is usually occurs in kids.and you are 23 years old?

I was like so surprised with the answer == I think I need to think properly about these problems and correct them as soon as possible. I want to be mature!!!

How to achieve success

Success is more than mere professional trainings, degrees, diplomas
and technical skills. The real success reaches your intrinsic worth,
the real you-YOUR PERSONALITY. Your personality gives direction to
your life and is very much a deciding factor for accomplishing
success.

Life is what you make it and & the task of improving ones
personality is a lifetime project involving the development of mind,
heart and soul. A person should be honest and impartial while
examining oneself. If he overlooks his shortcomings, he will wallow
in them while successful people believe in overcoming them.

Instead of simply posing a straight approval to what one sees, hears
and reads without analyzing it, one should do his own thinking by
activating his dormant powers. One should challenge his fears. One
needs to be alert to opportunities and never stop striving to
improve oneself. Dissatisfaction is an encouraging sign. One can
make his personality felt by being receptive and never being
contented with the thoughts he is thinking and the deeds he is doing.

Good voice,with certainty is an asset. Voice reveals ones
personality and the speech gives out ones character. Words have the
power to humble all manifestations. The art of conversation can be
developed by being constructive and by being an alive witness to
what is happening around you.

One of the vital ingredients of a likeable personality is courtesy. Its a well proportioned mixture of tolerance, kindness, thoughtfulness, respectfulness and a considerate behavior. Perseverance, too, equipped with poise brings success. To accomplish anything, one should be persistent, optimistic and should learn self reliance.A NEVER DIE ATTITUDE is what makes one immune to the defeats. Defeats are not really defeats when people possess poise. When we accept all the happiness showered by God with full grace and rejoice,one should also accept the troubles and moments of grief impartially without wailing and blaming destiny for it.People who do so accept life fully and never waste their time and energy in fret and fume. They are never at loss and inspire confidence.

Last, but not the least, a good character adds stars to ones
personality. Its a sum total of ones distinctive and moral qualities
which may include sincerity, honesty, reliability, tolerance and
generosity. One should never let his ethics suffer to attain success
as the charm is all ruined and success is but a mechanical event.

All these qualities along with a neat appearance makes one a winning
personality, a person who is able to carry out successful personal
and professional relationships. When the best is given, the best
comes back to you.

Equal & Polytechnic

Guess what? I really enjoy my life at the polytechnic which I'm currently studying at now. Here is multiracial. Hence, You could see many different races of people in this polytechnic. I love to see when different races get along together peacefully. People here accept me for who I am although I am from different race and have different believe than they are. Honestly I love that feeling how we feel same and equal. Moreover people here are funny especially my class mates. I won't be stressed here during classes because my class mates will certainly crack some jokes during classes haha. I will miss this polytechnic.

Positive Energy

To have positive energy is the way to be happy, healthy, successful and have much love and peace.

how to get it?

GOD is the source of all positive energy

LOVE is the community of positive energy

POSITIVE THINKING is a way to have positive energy

HEALING brings positive energy to your corps

ARTS brings you to positive energy

NATURE is also a way to find positive energy

HELPING other people brings you much positive energy

MEDITATION brings you directly to the positive energy

PEACE in your heart is positive energy

FUN brings you to laugh, also positive energy

MUSIC brings you to positive energy

POETRY can change the thoughts to more positive

TOLERANCE allows the existence of positive energy

Friends, Quantity or Quality?

Do you have many friends? Or you have less friends but all of them are very close to you or they are your best friends?

I have a gang of best friends which I knew them since secondary school. We always mixed together and did many funny things together. Now we are still best friends and hang out together while there are chances but we are heading towards different directions in life now. I think this is quality of friends.

Now, I don't mix with certain group of friends in the college. Sometimes I mix with A group and sometimes I mix with B group. In short, now I mix with everyone but they are not " so best friends ". Although I have many friends now but this kind of friends is so different as compared to my best friends from secondary school. Now the friends I have is more on quantity but not quality.

So, which one you prefer? Quality or quantity of friends? Someone advised me before " keep some best friends and know unlimited of acquaintances. It makes sense for me.

Power within 氣勢

No matter what kind of failures we face. We must be strong and tough to face and get over them. In other word, we must have the power!!! The power which allows us to face and get over every problem! There is no such a problem that we can't solve in our life. Remember, never give up!

無論遇到什麼困難,我們一定要有氣勢! 只要我們肯勇敢和堅強,世界上沒有解決不了的問題! 記得永遠不要放棄!

好好讀書,努力學習,將來報效國家

A consequence of sleeping late

Last night I slept late at around 3am. I set my alarm to wake me up at 7am. But too bad my mobile phone has a problem which the speaker is not as loud as before. Thus, the alarm clock didn't wake me up. I woke up at around 10am and so I didn't attend 2 classes from 8am to 10am.

Maybe it's a hint from above which reminds me that I should sleep early? Ok I will try my best to sleep early ( it's really hard for me to do so somehow ).

Evil thinking & Trust

Have you ever had evil thinking? Have you thought that somebody wants to cause you in trouble and drag you down? Is it humans will have a wide circle of thinkings after they grow up?

Sometimes I have evil thinking. For example, my class mate told me that we will have a quiz on this Wednesday and I will have a presentation at the same day. So, I worried about it and asked my lecturer, then my lecturer told me that the quiz is on next week. Hence, I think that this class mate was trying to cause me in trouble or trying to be evil. Is that true? Or I just think too much and was paranoid?

Do you find it hard to trust other people? Based on reports, people find it hard to trust other people day by day. Because of this, there is a barrier among people nowadays. By the way, time will show us whom we can trust and whom we can't.

I just want to have a simple life and I can trust almost everyone. But sometimes i ever dream big of being a very important and successful person. Which one is better? What do you think?

Happy Internship Result

Today I am very happy!!! Guess what? I scored an A ( 80 - 100 ) for my internship result! I thought i would only score a B ( 65 - 79 ). Hehe that's why i was extra happy! I used to feel very sad because my boss gave me a very low mark. But now it's over and i breathe again happily!!! I am very happy because I didn't give up after my boss had given me a very low mark whereas I work hard on my report ( I did my report with 300 pages ) and performed well during the interview with my lecturer. This is really a very great motivation for me and i really understood one thing " don't give up and you will be happy always ! "

Look at the bright side

I must make it a habit to look at the bright side always which means every time I look at the good rather than bad. For example, if I get scolded by my lecturer, I should not think that the lecturer hates me. Instead, I should think that the lecturer was teaching me something precious so I can improve. Besides that, If I am not happy at work, I should think that I have many good friends in my life so actually I am very lucky and I should forget about the unhappy incident at work and move on.

Everyone has ups and downs. But I must try my best to be happy always and have a positive mental attitude! I must improve myself day by day to be a better and even more better person!

Sleep time

Actually sleep time and amount of sleep is very important. I actually realized it when I was working for an internship or a practical. I used to sleep late during that time ( I slept at around 2am - 4am ) and I woke up at 7am - 7:30am everyday for work. You know what I mean. I was so tired when i was working. Thus, I felt sleepy at workplace and my productivity was not good. Everyone at the company knew about it and thus, my performance marks were low. Before I left the company, my colleague said:" next time if you sleep early and wake up early, I'm sure you will be successful at work. " I nodded as if I had learnt a lesson.

Now I'm back to studies. Somehow I still keep my bad habit, sleeping late. When will i change my bad habit to sleeping early and waking up early? Any ways to help me sleep early and wake up early? The time now is 4:03am and I will have classes at 8am, somehow I'm still online now.

The look

Are you confident with your look? Frankly I am not confident with my look, that's why I don't want to install a webcam and don't want to show a bad side of mine because I am not confident! You know what? When I was having pimples, I was not dare to meet my friends and even felt nervous when i went to a grocery shop near my house. How hilarious was I?

I still remember I told my friends that i worried about the girl i loved would abandon me because i was having pimples and not looking good. They told me if the girl dumped you because you were having pimples then this girl was not worth to have. Yeah that's true. I understand that if we really love a person, we won't care about their look and so on such as richness. In short, we should love a person unconditional. Besides that, my friend gave me a brilliant idea " when you have money in future, you can make your face as handsome as you want " haha i knew that's a way for positive thinking. Another advice was " as long as you have 2 eyes , 1 nose and a mouth, you are handsome! "

A girl once told me she doesn't love handsome guys because they are insecure. But for me, somehow i love people with at least OK looking which i think they are good-looking for me. Am i bad? What about you? Do you care about looks?

The Past

What do you think if a person keeps worrying about the past? For example, he keeps worrying about the test which is over? Yes I am the kind of person who keeps worrying about the past. I still worry about my Malaysian University English Test which I've already sat for it. I've been worried about did I fill the answer sheet for reading comprehension wrongly? For example, have I skip any question on the answer sheet? What if I answered question 30 in the place of question 31? Does it sound rude that I wrote " I am sorry to say that being materialistic is naive because money cannot buy happiness "? What if the examiner is being materialistic and i said it was naive to be materialistic?

I've been worried about it a lot until one day my friend woke me up with her words " finish exam already still worry, don't understand how ppl like you can survive everyday worrying for history ". After that, i realized i should not worry about the past. Another great advice of another friend " but if you worry it is who you are. I think you should try to be one who does not worry for the past. except to see if you can be better in the future ok ". I will remember every advice! Thank you all for everything! I will be a person who does not worry for the past! Let's see!

Optimism

Being happy is crucial in our life.We tend to think that things go wrong always if we are not happy whereas we always think that good things will happen when we are happy. Eventually what we think will become reality. Based on reports, people who are always happy live longer than those pessimists. Hence, I learnt the importance of being optimistic. Being optimistic means we always look at the good side of things or incidents. Meanwhile, Optimists never give up. When they face the tough situations and failures in life, they don't waste time to whine and cry out. Instead, they seek for solutions and solve the problem. Moreover, they learn lessons from the incidents and never repeat the same mistakes again. For example, a student scored low marks for a mid-term examination because he studied at the last minute. Nevertheless, He never gives up even though he failed in the mid-term examination. He did not whine about what happened. Instead, he learnt a lesson that studying at the last minute was not good. On the other hand, he looked forward and strove for the coming final test. Finally he did well in his final test and his overall marks were excellent.

Besides that, Optimists always committed themselves to success and work towards a good direction or aim. They always have hopes that they will achieve success. They don't be afraid of obstacles, whereas they think that they will get over them soon.

Other than that, Optimists always feel good about themselves, everything and everyone around them. There are obviously some differences between optimists and pessimists. For example, while a pessimist was waiting for a waiter to hand him a drink for a long time because the waiter was busy serving other customers. The pessimist felt angry. Whereas while an optimist was waiting for a waiter to hand him a drink for a long time because the waiter was busy serving other customers. The optimist felt happy to see the waiter was so hardworking in serving other customers. At the same time, he noticed that the waiter was standing so long while working. So, he was understanding and didn't mind to wait for a long time. Besides that, a pessimist tends to feel panic because he tends to predict something bad will happen. Whereas an optimist will feel confident that something good will happen. Therefore, they won't feel panic. As a result, we always see that optimists are more frequently achieve success in work and studies as compared to pessimists.

In conclusion, Being optimistic is crucial to help us achieve success in life. Based on scientific reports, being happy will help our immune system work better. Thus, we are less likely to be sick. On the other hand, being optimistic may make us feel good all the time and because of that, we can be healthy always. Besides that, when we feel good about people around us, we can interact with them better. Consequently, we make better friends and they could help us in future.